Kurapika smut (scenario)

ahahaha.. ok so this is a story my MF BESTIE wanted so im sorry but Y/N is acts feminine although i consider them a nb, Yes, this is smut (if what i think it means is correct) and basically this was from a google doc i made on my school laptop since my phone was broken (mommy issues) so me and my bsf could talk but she started writing a bsd yosano, fyodor, dazai??, etc fanfic so i made a kurapika one. Anyways, some of it might be censored because i wrote in on my school computer lmao and im scared, also sorry for the stuttering, plus most of it is because the character is trying to catch their breath anyways.