//Doomed//

Our Journey began with fire....

Matthew Healy came into my life like lightening. Like a firework. Rocketing straight through me. Beautiful and mesmerizing. I was drawn to him as I'd never been drawn to anything or anyone in my life. I craved his attention. I longed for his touch like a drug. In time, finding it would weaken me and challenge me. But i quickly became obsessed. I was hooked on him. I was an addict of his love.

I was damaged and flawed, but always hid them away. Matthew slowly opened those cracks in me easily. But was determined to heal them forever. He had demons of his own. Which caused him to be a very personal, strict and obsessive man. A man who always got his own way, no matter the circumstances. He was possessive, powerful and driven.

We would become the mirrors that reflected each others wounds and most private, darkest times of our lives. We would figure we weren't so different. Yet we were worlds apart.

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