That's it baddass chick

I've never been so humiliated in my life. Okay that's a lie. My family abuses me every day and worst of all my mate is my alpha. He is super possessive but he always abuses me, I think he might be bio polar. I finally either thought suicide or running away. I picked running away. I actually even found my second chance mate, who is of course a player and has a girlfriend. Who is the school slut. Yeah me *sarcastic*. He keeps turning me down then saying he loves me. Is this for real? This guys bio polar to. I am going to make them pay. I am becoming a badass chick and You know what. That's it.