In which Karl gets in a car crash but that's only the start of his problems. After everything seems to simmer down there's still the memories, the detailed memories and pictures of what happened. Sometimes Karl just wants to disappear into a place he likes to call his 'darkness', the only place he feels like he can get out of his own head. Nick's there to help him but Karl feels like he's weighing him down. (This description is really bad, just read the book LMAO.) TW's: (they will not be listed at the top so if any of these trigger you it will not be a good idea to read this book, sorry!) - Rape - Car crash - Swearing - Hospitals - Betrayal - Smut - Lime - Angst - Sexual harassment - Therapist