Backwards
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sun, Nov 16, 2014
Hi. As you can see by my name, I'm Ken. Its short for my real name. I've been through so much. So many fake smiles were put on my face. I've said " No really, it's ok " or, " I'm fine " so many times. Acting like I didn't care was a way of not showing how I really feel. I do have feelings and emotions, but I don't always show them. I hope you sit back and relax while I tell you about all the times I thought I had " friends " that cared about me.
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