Lost... ||A Kim Namjoon story||

Trigger warning: This story contains suicide, Self harm, Depression, suicidal thoughts, Gay scenes, some smut

Kim Namjoon, the leader of the biggest band in the whole world. He seems calm and happy with his life but deep inside, something was brewing inside him.
All the comments from solo stans, slowly began getting to him. The comments telling him to, "Kill himself and they band will become better" and all that. He began thinking that was the only way for everyone to be happy.

Soon, Depression takes it tow on Namjoon and something fatal happens to him. Leaving the members, broken and in tears. The death of their beloved leader was never looked into, until the day of his funeral...