Masochist

First poem, from own experience. Many friends of mine said, that I should put my poems somewhere, so here we go. I hope that you will like it. I'm open for criticism.

Keep in mind, that English is not my main language and I've never written anything like poems in English, until this year, so If I did some mistakes, please let me know. I'll be glad to learn from my mistakes, to write properly how it should be done in the first place.
Without further ado, I welcome you to my sad domain.