SAUDADE // B.E
billieachess
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  • Reads 86,833
  • Votes 3,834
  • Parts 36
  • Time 3h 41m
billieachess
Complete, First published Apr 18, 2021
Mature
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saudade
/souˈdädə/
noun
a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; the love that remains

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this is a sequel to "trouvaille" the description contains spoilers, so read "trouvaille" first :)

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three years after ending things with billie, ag is now working as a therapist. she's finally starting to get better. 

but she still thinks about what could've been.

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lowercase intended

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started: 5/6/2021
ended: 5/22/2021

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achieved:
? #1 in #billieeilish 5/24/2022
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