The Life I've Been Had

The Life I've Been Had

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Fanfic
Melanie Martinez
When you were young you thought when a problem came that was the hardest, You thought that was the happiest thing you could feel, You think that's the hard thing you're going through, And you think that's the real love, But you don't know that there are even more serious problems to come your way, You never thought you would learn and experience so much in life, That every fails will be a lesson and inspiration in your life, You don't realize you're just starting out in the career of life. I am Lianne Martinez, a simple woman who dreams of simple life and true love. I used to always say to my associates that "HE IS REALLY THE ONE FOR ME" but over time he only serves as a lesson to me. I am too young to experience the kind of love that you thought he had but not yet and there are also many young people who think that love is sincere and real but it is not. Because they thought love has reason however love has no reason. If you love one person, there is a reason that's not love. That's only infatuation not love, what if that reason will be changed, your love will be changed too. We thought we loved them however it's not. And of the early experience of always being in pain, I was inspired by the pain I experienced before so that I could fulfill my dreams not only for myself but also for my families. But what if you love people who can't be you, that kind of love doesn't happen once but twice in your life however in different situations. The love that's too complicated, too much people not favoring your relationship, too much pain. Will you continue your relationship even if there are a lot of people who are not favor of your relationship and at the same time you'll together fulfill your dream in life. or Will you continue your dream in life and put aside your love until you meet again and the people who were not in favor of your relationship then will be in favor.
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***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences*** In which she looks for the purpose of life. Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible. With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness? * "So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit. His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that" "What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears. "Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek. I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place. "I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again. Why? There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add. Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.

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