All i Want (Coming Soon)
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Last published Sun, Nov 16, 2014
I warned him to never get attached to me. I begged him not to depend on me. But I guess that would've just made things to easy for us.
I knew I was never going to stay in this town, and he knew it to. It wasn't my fault he refused to accept it. He was blind to me, literally and figuratively. Even though I knew he could never see me, I was overwhelmed with the notion that he saw me better than anyone in this town. And it was true, he knew sides of me that even I hadnt discovered yet. It couldnt have been possible to find anyone who could love me like he did.
But one stupid mistake could change everything. One second he was this beautiful, harmelss person who I appreciated more than anything. The next time I blinked he was his exact opposite.
I know I'm gonna leave this town. I'm gonna leave and be forced to carry our mistakes with me.
Yet I knew I could't take him. He held me back. I couldnt let myself down like that.
But love, especially the blind kind, makes you do stupid things.
I didn't ask for a lesson from a blind boy, who still managed to see the world better than me.
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