He doesn't know why he never told him about Granger. Maybe it was because loving her was a dream. It can happen in his imagination, but it'd never be a reality. So, telling anyone about her is like telling someone he has the sun on his palm. Unorthodox. Improbable. Impossible. "I didn't think I could ever have her." NO INFRINGEMENT INTENDED CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN SO DONT READ THIS UNTIL THEN, FOR YOUR SAKE