he looked at me with murderous look. while he stumbled to put his underwear . I just give him a sly smile . " you...you.... " he can't find a words to tell or curse me. i can't blame him. " hey... it's not like you lost on something " i said still in his bed. i stand up putting back my underwear. " your crazy .. joana you need to see a doctor" i just laughed at his words. this man standing in front of me acting like he lost while on the other hand i give up everything . including my moral and dignity just to be with him . " charles... i don't need to see a doctor ok. its not like you never enjoyed it. " i said slowly walking infront of him. this night was never be like the other night . i slowly tiptoe and kiss his lips.. but before i can enjoyed it he pushed me away from his lips "no.. " he said but not looking at me . " i can't believe you rape me while im sleeping .how many days did you do this !!" he shout at my face. he grabbed my shoulder and shake me like he wants me to wake up in some delusional dream . " you need to see a doctor Joana . why did you do this. i..i treat you like my own sister " the sounds of hurts and betrayal can hear from his voice . but most importantly he only see me as a sister my own courage and strength left me when he said that . i was hurt and embarrassed to myself . for all those years i love him even my virginity i give it to her well actually he didn't know but still. i devoted myself to him. this has to be end i can't looked at his eyes so i Storm out in his bedroom.All Rights Reserved
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