The only way I'll really smile (boyxboy)
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Ongoing7m
Last published Mon, Nov 17, 2014
My life was peachy, just fucking perfect. Well that was until I got kidnapped when I was 13, 3 years ago.
I will never forget his words, or mine. The words that got me to smile...well, half smile.
Is there anyone out there, willing to love Jayy? Even with a half smile that'll never leave? "The only way I'll really smile..."
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