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jellybean • billie eilish

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Reads 34,672
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Parts 90
Time 12h 45m

she's going to die. 

my arms instantly clung onto her for dear life, something doesn't feel right about this, i don't feel safe without her. 

"i love you my little jellybean." she whispered in my ear.





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#1 eilish
#1 patrickoconnell
#1 billiefan
#1 maggiebaird
#1 maggie 
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Broken Promise////Billie Eilish by chocolatey_love

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