𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴, 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 (𝘣𝘹𝘣)
icykk444
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icykk444
Ongoing, First published Apr 22, 2021
Mature
addictionanxietyboyxboycollegedepressionfailurefemboyhighschoolsweetheartslgbtlgbt-themedlovelyingsickness
sequel to feminine. 

"always, forever." that's what noah told benjamin after their first year of college apart. those words stuck to him like glue. 

but did those words really mean something? was it just empty promises made? did he really mean always and forever?

tw: alcohol abuse, talk about cancer, suicidal thoughts, abuse, self harm, depression, anxiety, panic attacks
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The wounds that scarred our souls

2 parts Complete Mature

Forever was nothing but a lie, Forever was just a ruse for the human heart, it gave you hope and then killed you. Forever was just a myth. Or Where Louis decides to leave everything behind, including his heart.

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