*before I die*

Since I was young, i've been writting down things I want to to before I die. I plan on accompishing them all. One by one. I need someone to help me,someone special. I was all on doing this until my mom died, and my dad coulden't take it and took it out on me. Until i meet the perfect person Im stuck in this place of Horror, getting beaten and being forced to take blame of my mothers death.