Blue & Grey(My Diary)

The meaning of tears reflected in the mirror

My color hidden in laughter, blue and gray

I'm not sure where it went wrong

Since I was young, a blue question mark in my head

I don't know how I lived so fiercely

But when I look back, I'm stupid and sunny here

That shabby shadow that swallows me up

The blue question mark is still

Is it anxiety or depression?

How can I really regret it?

Or maybe it's me from loneliness

I still don't know, blue blue

I hope it doesn't get eaten, I'll find the exit

I just wanna be happier

Melt the cold me

*a place where i pour all my feelings. Nothing else*