WITHOUT HEAVEN

It's a callous fate for me to have you.
I perceive to accept that relishing touch of yours. Conceive to confide charity against you, you know me and now you know there's two. Remit me with my blunder, I'll endure wrath. To thee I do commend my watchful soul with you, I will be that companion and blade by your side. Whom among the two will foremost your love, still rummage our memory and leisurely terminate it. The controversy arose over whether I stay or not. Keep this word, you will still remain in my heart♡, Y/N:__________.