Dreams I've Never Asked For

Hollis has been a fan of Ranboo since October and tried their best not to get a "famous" person crush on him, but of course failed after four months. He's been on their mind for a bit but they still don't feel right with these feelings. But it takes a huge turn when they start getting very weird realistic dreams about Ranboo, more specifically what he looks like. What are these dreams trying to say? Is he closer than they think he is? Have they met him before? Why is this happening?

~Things to look for in the fanfic~
-There is NO SHIPPING in this so if you're looking for that then get away that's not what this is about (not that I'm 100% against shipping just I don't like shipping real people)
-TW for derealization and minor dark topics (maybe?)
-Copyright? Not sure to be honest.
-This is actually based on what's happening to me so this is sort of like a dream document so I can keep track on them
-Is my name actually Hollis? You'll never know.