It Was Her
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CW&TW: Before you read and decide you want to read more you have to understand this is not a book I plan to have end happily and will mostly end quite traumatically as the main character suffers with severe depression, BPD and PTSD. My book will cover these topics and go deeper into them with themes of suicide, abuse, sexual trauma, homophobia, transphobia, and flash backs. Please take this into consideration before reading. The first few chapters won't touch on this but it will in the ongoing pages
Neave Makoni was 18 when they were first diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. Now 20 Neave is meeting with Dr.Smith as recommended by their doctor to find new ways to help them find ways to regulate their disorder. Ever since their diagnosis they never believed that any type of relationship - specifically romantic was meant for them but will this new stranger change that?
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