Figure My Heart Out
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  • Reads 1,150
  • Votes 46
  • Parts 27
  • Time 16h 19m
Ongoing, First published Apr 23, 2021
Mature
Chanel Thomas is a long time friend of Sam Wilson's, and once a friend of Natasha Romanoff's. Since Natasha's death, Chanel has been running from the pain, trying to escape her traumatic past. That is until Sam calls her and asks for her help on a mission. When Chanel meets the mysterious James Barnes, she thinks she has found a way to distract herself from the pain she is in. Will Chanel and Bucky be able to take down their walls long enough to help each other?

A/N: This story will loosely follow the plot of The Falcon and The Winter Soldier. This story was originally supposed to be a one shot that was inspired by episode 3 (specifically the winter soldier scenes, you know what I'm talking about), but it evolved into a multichapter story. So episode 3 is where this chapter starts. Everything that happened in episodes 1-2 has happened already at this point in the story.
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