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A Disordered Belief.

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Reads 146
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Parts 11
Time 51m

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This is a rewrite of a similar story I made when I was around 11 - 12 that's story was called 99 Reasons And A Ghost. I renewed the entire premise - but this has always stuck out to me, the idea of rewriting this and what potential the story could've had, and so Im working on this now.

A Disordered Belief is about a teenager named Emma with her strange mother named Mary, who are both in this religion called The Order that's actually a secret cult.

Something happens on her 14th birthday that she doesn't quite remember as shes now away from the tiny world she knows, and is now trying to remember what exactly happened on that fateful day, while uncovering the secrets, the controversy and the truth behind her entire life.

Will she accept reality or continue to stay in her Disordered Belief?

That's the basis of the story.All Rights Reserved

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