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A Disordered Belief.

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Time 51m

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This is a rewrite of a similar story I made when I was around 11 - 12 that's story was called 99 Reasons And A Ghost. I renewed the entire premise - but this has always stuck out to me, the idea of rewriting this and what potential the story could've had, and so Im working on this now.

A Disordered Belief is about a teenager named Emma with her strange mother named Mary, who are both in this religion called The Order that's actually a secret cult.

Something happens on her 14th birthday that she doesn't quite remember as shes now away from the tiny world she knows, and is now trying to remember what exactly happened on that fateful day, while uncovering the secrets, the controversy and the truth behind her entire life.

Will she accept reality or continue to stay in her Disordered Belief?

That's the basis of the story.All Rights Reserved

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Insatiable

Emma is a 22 year old young women that's been kidnapped and put through gruesome torture and betrayal.She no longer wants to hold on and has lost all hope but she's content with that.Her reality was cruel.Her reality was cold filled with nothing but tears and pain but she even so she made sure to make her nightmare angry,red,and fuming.Even got a few laughs in even if it did result in her being in pain for a few hours.It was all worth it.It always was.She was ready.Always has been and when the time came she did what she had to do and was content with her end,maybe you or anyone else might not be but in her eyes it was the perfect ending,the perfect death and nothing could take the smile off her face when her last few moment came.Everything was perfect and nothing could change her mind.