Autumn Leaves

Another day, another life. That's what it always feels like. Another day passes by, another life comes and goes, another second, another minute, another hour, passes by just like his.
It's not complicated, it's not messy, it's just what it is now. Harry doesn't think he can take much more, everything hurts, everything is dull, everything is too much.
Days pass by one after another in a blur of time. visits mostly from Zayn and Niall. never Liam.
Harry knows it's too hard for Liam to look at Harry right now. He wants to understand, he wants it to be okay, but he doesn't and it's not.