It was like the bite of a chili, or the sour pull of a lemon. It had to be close to the feeling of fear and anticipation before the drop on a rollercoaster. It was heady... but it hurt like nothing else... The feeling of being in love with someone who could never consider you an option. Your head and heart in complete agreement that this would break you, but still holding on to feel what he was willing to part with. A writing prompt from a YouTube playlist: POV : Gojo Satoru is your friend with benefits and you start catching feelings for him // a playlist by @indiefolkie