Re: Zero if I were spawned Arc 1

The cover is from Devientart.com artist zeolch. I do not own Re: Zero it was written by Tappei Nagatsuki. I am just writing a fan fic. I am going to give a brief history of how I ended up writing this. If you don't care about that I don't expect you to. Just don't read. It will help explain some things. Originally I posted it in a now dying Rem fan page subreddit on Reddit. I set the main character as the reader. Later I kept thinking of it I thought of adding myself to the story. It was like my own Re: zero content I could manipulate. Because sometimes Subaru's decisions piss me off. I got drunk one time and said that I was thinking of doing that on another post on that subreddit. To my surprise, Someone commented it seems worth a read. I worked on it some more took the original reader first-person story and Changed all the you's to my name. I didn't read through it so it had a ton of grammatical errors and posted it. I was then Plagued with a ton of anxiety that everyone was going to hate the story. I mean the idea its self seemed really Narcissistic. Also, the fact that I am using the hype for a character to hype my own crap made that worse. Or it would get taken down. It didn't. it got 50 upvotes. The mods had a new subreddit that was alive. I did the same thing auto moderator didn't let it post. The reason I used myself. Is because what makes Re: zero interesting is that it is a character study. We watch these characters grow from flawed people to good people. I do not know these characters as well as their creator. But I do know myself and my character. Thus I can just use this character development on myself and not butcher any character development of different characters. I am done with this long description enjoy. If you think this is good I wrote this when I first started writing and was real insecure about it (as you can tell by this description). I believe I have improved though at least in confidence on Ao3 I'm Problemkid458!