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Learning to Love Again - Tom Holland X Reader

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"Are you going to keep in touch with him?"

"I don't know. I don't think so though."

"C'mon Y/N! Don't do this to the poor guy."

"I know, I know. But I don't know what else to do."

"Ummm, talk to him...?" The voice she said this with was the 'are you dumb?' voice.

"Yea, yea. It just... it doesn't feel as easy as it should to do that."
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You're a struggling actress who lives in San Diego, California. Not too far from LA.  You've been through a lot of ups and downs in your life. Your parents are divorced. Some crappy people came into your life and ruined it, now, you'll never know if you will ever be able to love anybody again. You get a job as Mabree Stark in Sonys' Spider-Man: Homecoming where you meet the famous Tom Holland. Can he change your perspective on love? Or will he make it worse?


Highest Ranking:
#141 in actress - June 2, 2021
#12 in tomhollandfic - June 4, 2021
#336 in zendaya- June 4, 2021
#208 in zendayacoleman- Sept. 29, 2021


Finished: May 28th, 2021

hi, this is dec 2022 me speaking, this book is probably hella cringy, it's my first book i've written in a while and i rushed the end because i hadn't updated the chapters in a while so i didn't want to keep anybody waiting so i'm very sorry. it's a quick read if you want something easy so i'm very sorry !All Rights Reserved

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