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The Past a Dream

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"An assassin. That was what I was. That was what I had become. It all had started years ago, when I witnessed my parents' murders. And I learned something I hadn't known before: The world was corrupt. It was damaged, wrecked. I had to learn that the hard way. The High Ranks were said to be better, said to be the best. But no amount of wealth or riches changed the hidden truth above all others: they were not who they said they were."

Selina Osiris Gray was normal. That is, before her parents were murdered and she was forced into a state of survival. Soon, she had to learn things - awful things - to keep herself alive in the brutally unfair society she lived in. And she had to learn to trust only her mind to make decisions, never her heart. Soon she became an infamous assassin, one that was feared and wanted, but always faceless. But everything changed once again when she began to notice small things, little details. Tiny rebellions and hints of humanity in her unjustified world. And maybe she had done terrible things, maybe she had gone through too much to ever be healed again, but regardless, Selina began to fight, and struggles came with it. Selina struggled between her past self and current self. Before, she was happy but helpless and now, she wasn't helpless, but she was guilty. Her past self was a vulnerable and weak little girl, but at least she hadn't been a murderer.All Rights Reserved

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