~Open Your Eyes... (Soobin x Reader FF)

I like being alone, I never really wanted or expected anything from life I was just living my every day clinging on a rope called hope. I didn't have anyone that cared about me, I had to work every day to try and make ends meet. Even though I liked to believe that there is at least one person that actually cared for me I couldn't find one.
I always reminded myself to look up, whenever I was sad or needed an escape from this cruel and suffocating world, I would look up at the night sky and wonder "Is there even an end to this suffering?". I had no one to care about me I was always alone and I didn't mind it because it saved me from getting hurt.
It's just that.....the loneliness would get overwhelming. "Is there an escape from this dark room with locked doors? Is there even light at the other side of this see-through glass door?". This was the dark and empty room with the thick glass doors that not even bullets could make their shot. This was the safe place I created to protect myself or... so I thought.
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This story will probably contain some triggering themes such as: Depression, loneliness probably attempted suicide and maybe smut later on?
I would just like to point out that by no means does this represent the idols actual behavior and by no means does this story want to harm them in any way its strictly for entertainment.
I don't own the photos or the idols I only own the plot that is 100% original.
This is probably going to be cringe worthy so sorry in advance
-Thank you for your time.