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Where Are My Eyes If They're Not Forward?

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Durée 4h 27m

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"I think about dying." And the details Maya Bishop left unsaid ... until an Italian brunette gives up her couch. 

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Based off of Maya's confessions to the psychiatrist in 3x10, but not following the cannon timeline. 

Trigger warning- a glimpse of what it feels like to be passively suicidal.

Rights belong to shondaland. This is a work of FanFiction.Tous Droits Réservés

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Is it really worth it?, écrit par gaydepressedwriter

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What Happens In The Dark, écrit par HJK_2023

Maya Bishop and Carina DeLuca first meet when the Fire Lt. spends a week giving Fire Safety talks at Carina's middle school, they are drawn to each other in undeniable ways, but there's just one problem... Carina is married. This story was originally published on AO3 and is complete so will be uploaded in chunks here to Wattpad.

Death Is Futile, écrit par Scissor-me-timbers

When Maya finally reaches the clouds, she learns that maybe the clouds weren't as comforting as they'd always seemed. Instead she finds herself being guided by some now dead but important people, as they show her how her death would have affected everyone. Will she really die? Will this teach her to stay alive? Will she have a second chance?

Let Me Carry You (Carry You Home), écrit par roar_gryffindor

❝ Maya and Carina's relationship had stood the test of time. They were confident that whatever came, they would face together, but all certainty changes when Maya meets a newly orphaned twelve year old on a horrific call. And their lives change... forever. ❞ ⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙ - based on "station 19" - an original character in the shondaland world - includes mature content

You Saved Me - A Stefanielle Story, écrit par nicolexjs

"It's not much, but it's home, for now..." Stefania places the blondes bag onto the living room floor of the apartment. "We have a spare bedroom through here," Gesturing for Danielle to follow her into the third bedroom. The room was pretty standard, a double bed tucked into a corner of the room with a nightstand and a lamp. Fairy lights hanging from the corners of the ceiling. A mirrored wardrobe on the opposite side of the room. It was cosy. "This is perfect, hopefully I won't be in your hair for too long!" Dani speaks, sitting on the edge of the double bed, the fresh sheets feeling crisp under her touch. "Thank you," "Stop thanking me... You have been through so much, it is the very least I could do," Stefania lays her hand on her shoulder, squeezing sympathetically. Sending chills down her body. "Maybe we could get to know each other, on better circumstances?"

Meet me in the Middle, écrit par MiqMenace

**Book 1 in "The Middle" Trilogy** Maya Bishop's worst fear came true. Her wife left her because of how broken she is. She doesn't want to give up on their love story yet, and she will get better for Carina. Dr. Carina DeLuca hates that her wife couldn't get help when she begged her to. It had to take her leaving for Maya to go see a therapist. Is it too late to forgive and trust again? This is an alternate storyline after the events of Station 19's 6x09 and how they could find their way back to each other. Can they set their differences aside and find a way to meet each other in the middle? This is a work of fanfiction, all rights go to Shondaland Trigger Warnings: Abuse, Alcoholism, Anxiety, Depression, Emotional Abuse, Fire, PTSD, SMUT, Suicide

Humankind {Marina One-Shot}, écrit par didsome1saymarina

What could only be described as human nature, will Maya let what her words implied, linger? or will she try to make amends? ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ -*A simulation fire training goes dangerously wrong. Maya tries to make amends and Bailey encourages Carina to listen...*- ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ☞My interpretation of a 6x10 <10,000+ words> -Published: 2nd of March, 2023- ~Also on Ao3~

Just Breathe (Marina), écrit par Calzona-Jemily

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Hurt || 5H, écrit par harmonyswift

Sometimes someone hurts you so bad, it stops hurting at all. Until something makes you feel again. And then it all comes back. ~~~~ Through Brooklyn's eyes, everyone hates her. She's broken and will always be. Being abused by her parents since she was five isn't helping either. Her mental health on top of that made it worse. Her mind is her biggest monster yet. ↓Trigger warnings↓ →abuse →eating disorder →self-harm →suicde →sexual assault/rape

Learning to Grieve, écrit par de6715

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Turning Pages- Carina DeLuca, écrit par MarinaShipper19

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Is it really worth it? cover

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Is it really worth it?

POV: Maya Bishop (from Station 19) has been dealing with an eating disorder, even though she lets people think she is fine; she clearly isn't. The only person able to break down her walls is her beloved Carina. She deals with the consequences of having an ED and sees how it affects her life. Will she be able to break free? Can Carina endure the pain and stick around? ⚠TW⚠ eating disorder • these: * mean Maya's thoughts