I'm Sorry /Suicidal Adrien//
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Last published Sun, Apr 10, 2022
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THIS BOOK CONTAINS DEPRESSION, CUTTING,SELF-HARM, SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, RAPING, SWEARING, DRUGS, SMOKING, DRINKING, CANNIBALISM,
Adrien Agreste, a boy who wears a mask on his face, a boy who lost happiness in his life. Why, you ask, he's abusive father, the death of his best friend Marinette Dupain-Cheng. He lost Ladybug. What's the point of living if almost everything he cared about disappeared. He gave up on modeling, and his cousin took over for him. He has a new partner, Scarabella, but it's still not the same. He's the guardian of the miracle box. He never asked to be the guardian, so he gave that response ability to Scarabella.
He barely hung out with his friends, he doesn't sleep, he gets abused almost every day. He can't it handle, he wants to disappear. But what if there was something that could help him. Something powerful that could help him destroy everything he hates,help him get everything he loves back
A purple butterfly, perhaps.....
I've been planning this book for months, so I hope you enjoy it, and I probably might take long for an update
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