You'll Never Be Whole Until You Lose Control- Spencer Reid
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  • Reads 116,203
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  • Parts 43
  • Time 9h 26m
aqua_thyst
Ongoing, First published Apr 25, 2021
Mature
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(Takes place roughly 6 months after Spencer is released from prison but doesn't follow the plot of season 13. Spencer deserves one good thing to happen to him !)

"Spencer," she whimpered my name like a prayer as my mouth pressed over her heart, teeth against her cream skin. I found solace in her embrace; the only place I felt like I truly belonged, as if the Gods had carved her body to fit perfectly into mine. The soft to the hardened lines of my form, the moon to the endless night. 
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Spencer Reid had all but given up on everything, until he meets Anastasia, a witch, while working on a case.
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˚* ΰ©ˆβœ©β€§β‚Š 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 π„π˜π„π’ | ❝ look into his angel eyes, one look and you're hypnotized. ❞ - 𝘒𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 , π˜ˆπ˜‰π˜‰π˜ˆ ˚* ΰ©ˆβœ©β€§β‚Š [ cm! seasons 7&8 ] [spencer reid x female oc ] [ COMPLETED! ]
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Apartment 8b || Spencer Reid x reader || βœ”οΈ

35 parts Complete Mature

Y/N has always known Emily, growing up together and bonding over shared trauma. Even going as far as going undercover for Interpol. After the 9 grueling years, she had given up on love, it would always lead to heartbreak even if it's a good guy. That was up until Spencer Reid came into her life. I promise the story is better than the description Based on seasons 9-11 hair, the only spoilers are for the season 9 finale and previous trauma. Trigger Warnings - physical abuse, mental abuse, torture, miscarriages, overdose, and mentions of drug use If you don't like pregnancy plots or children in fics, back away now any comments about including children will be deleted immediately.

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