Alexander Hamilton was a 19 year old hoping to escape his treacherous past by focusing on his studies and nothing else. But then John Laurens Happened. Alex is captivated by his loving nature, and his incredible sense of humor, and he often finds himself trapped in his own mind jus thinking about him. John Laurens was a 20 year-old looking to make a name for himself, instead of taking on the one his father created for him. After escaping his abusive household, he tires his best to do whatever he can to stay positive. And that motivation of his, is none other than Alexander Hamilton. Soon enough the two cOnfEsS tHeiR uNdYiNg lOvE fOr EaChOtHeR and get together. everything was perfect. A little too perfect. Soon enough, disaster strikes. Alex is taken to the hospital after randomly fainting one day. The doctors discover a cancerous tumor in his head, and the radiation therapy levels needed to remove it are too high for any conscious person to bear. So they put Alex into an induced coma until the tumor is gone, which should take up to 3 months. Without Alex, John's mental state rapidly declines. All John can think about is the question: 'am I enough of a reason for the universe to keep Alex here?' ~ WARNING: -Explicit Language -Homophobic Slurs -Mentions of Abuse, Alcoholism, and Self-Harm (maybe suicide? irdk) -Cringeeeee ~ KEEP IN MIND: This is my first fanfic/book ever! please tread lightly in the comments. there will hopefully not be too many grammatical errors, but there might be some. I am the grammar police normally but ill probably be writing all of these at night so yeah. Also CRINGE WARNING I've said it before and will say it again. okay that's all tehe
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