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Bittersweet existence

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Reads 267
Votes 9
Parts 16
Time 46m

Mature

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Caleb who is a 21 year old, spoiled, rich, handsome, and problem free junior college student is basically perfect. Or so everyone thought. Don't judge a book by it's cover. Inside, Caleb is the opposite and perhaps even, a different species. Until someone barges into a place of which only he knows of. Subsiding the bitter part of his life and adding some sweetness. Making everything around him a bittersweet existence. 
Warnings:
POV changes
Smut 
BxB
Rape 
Drugs
Alcohol/soju
Curse words
Supernatural
Mafia
Suicide attempts
Toxic relationships
Abusive relationshipsAll Rights Reserved

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The Boy and his Beast by LittleAngelRin

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Broken (Boy X Boy) by Pickels0832

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Sage & Scars by rageejerm

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Wherefore Art Thou Romeo? ✓ cover

The Boy and his Beast cover

Broken (Boy X Boy) cover

Sage & Scars cover

My Psycho Jock (bxb) cover

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