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Parts 61
Time 11h 41m

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Valerie was one of the original Avengers but was taken hostage by HYDRA after being saved by Tony Stark only a few years prior. Upon her return the group soon discovers she was brainwashed and her memory had been wiped. 

In hopes to return back to normal her only hope is to confide and trust Bucky Barnes. Previously the Winter Soldier, he was tortured and brainwashed just as she was, she was hopeful to find the solution to her problem. Having already returned back to normal life (sort of), Valerie is desperate for help to remember and free herself  of everything HYDRA did to her. 

Though like most things, there's never a moment of peace before things go awry.

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Finding Death by connorjasperkate

Steve Rogers, waking up in the twenty first century, has just had one of the biggest shocks of his life. Sam Wilson is working the missing person case of a man that tried to kill him as a favour for a friend who saved his life- more that once. Clint Barton wants to protect his family while keeping his biggest secret from almost everyone he cares about. Thor Odinson has a duty to find Loki's sceptre and take it home to Asgard where both he and it belong. Tony Stark is pining for a love he'll never have, unaware that his past is about to be unearthed. Natasha Romanoff is trying to coming to terms with that fact that the people who took her life from her aren't really gone. Bucky Barnes isn't dead, and he'd like to keep it that way. And the assassin at their door is about to change everything. (Previously named Another One Bites The Dust)

Unloved - (Fem Reader X Bucky Barnes) by PapaIV_

Y/N Stark. You are the daughter of the famous Tony Stark. Born in 1990, by a twenty year old Tony Stark. You don't know who your mother is...she was just a one night stand who passed away giving birth to you. Your father didn't want you...At least that's what you thought. Growing up you didn't have the best relationship, he never put you first and liked to hook up with girls and Party instead of being a father. In 2006, at the age of sixteen you were kidnapped when you had run off after your dad skipped out on yet another important event in your life. Hydra had taken you and tortured you...tried to break you. You were given many different experimental serums and forced to fight. You eventually meet a mysterious man who goes by the name "The Winter Soldier". But you just call him Winter. Training was tough...but you survived it because of Winter. You grow to care about him...that is until Hydra took you away and threw you into Cryo. Waking up was a blur, but you were blindfolded and taken to a new facility where you earned a few special abilities. You found your father again...everything was strange. He had changed and was now dating his assistant. And he was part of something called the Avengers. This story follows your complicated relationship with your father and your story of metal health issues. And of course love. I WILL NOT OUT WARNINGS IN THE BEGINNING OF CHAPTERS! ⚠️Smut, Violence, Language.

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Resilient by CocoKhaos

Evelyn had lost everything the day Hydra took her. Her friends, her family, and her freedom. She had given up hope and then The Avengers attacked the base she was at and saved her; taking her to the Tower to heal. The Avengers are determined to help the young woman heal and get a handle on her new life while helping her figure out why she was targeted. Bucky Barnes sees something in her he didn't think he'd ever see again. While at the Tower she begins to heal and discover how resilient she really is. *This story does not follow any specific timeline in the Marvel universe. All character created by Marvel belong to the company.* *Please be advised that there are mature topics discussed in this story. *

The Archangel (Avengers Fanfic) by TheDragonWitch22

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Belonging - A Bucky Love Story (Marvel/Avengers) by MultiFandomAccount0

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Winter's Labours (Winter Soldier X OC) by MaxineWilliams3

"The hardest part about survival is not surviving. The hardest part is to find a reason to keep living once there is no longer any danger threatening your life. When you become your own predator. Your mind baring its teeth like a wounded wolf would." HYDRA is all she has ever known. Without it, she has to learn to know herself. AU: Post Captain America the Winter Soldier. TW: graphic depiction of violence, strong language, child abuse, torture, sexual content, gore, and mental health issues. Please be careful when reading. **text in italics refers to thoughts, dreams, memories.**** ***ALL RIGHTS*** for all characters/images/likeness are owed and trademarked by Disney, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Stan Lee, and their rightful proprietary owners. Story and Original Characters are owned by me, all rights reserved. Reminder: I'm just a fan having some fun and creative license, please do not sue me.

Flawed Minds by Mouse66642

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