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Longing •Bucky Barnes•

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Parts 61
Time 11h 41m

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Valerie was one of the original Avengers but was taken hostage by HYDRA after being saved by Tony Stark only a few years prior. Upon her return the group soon discovers she was brainwashed and her memory had been wiped. 

In hopes to return back to normal her only hope is to confide and trust Bucky Barnes. Previously the Winter Soldier, he was tortured and brainwashed just as she was, she was hopeful to find the solution to her problem. Having already returned back to normal life (sort of), Valerie is desperate for help to remember and free herself  of everything HYDRA did to her. 

Though like most things, there's never a moment of peace before things go awry.

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A Birdie Lost in Time | Bucky Barnes by Steve_Writes

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ALWAYS || Sequel to BUCKY ✔️ by lilyroselilac24

Bucky Barnes had found refuge on a small farm in Montana two years ago. It was there that the Winter Soldier seemed to disappear from his mind and Bucky was able to be himself again. He fell in love with a young woman. Ray introduced him into a world of acceptance and love. She showed him that he deserved to be happy. Of course, HYDRA wouldn't truly let go of their Winter Solider. And after certain events led to his and Ray's capture, and they found refuge in Wakanda, Bucky decided that his best option was to go back under until they could completely wipe The Winter Solider from his mind. All that was a year ago. Ray had spent that year on the run with Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, and Natasha Romanoff, all while wondering when it would be time fo bring Bucky back to life. But when Ray suddenly and randomly falls ill, they have no choice but to return to Wakanda and bring him to life. Their only hope in saving Ray's life is finding the man that's hidden so well from the world. | Somewhat AU Bucky B. fan fiction | || I do not own any of the Marcel characters ||

Shattered Thoughts : Book Two (Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier) by RengadeWriting

It's been two years since Bucky Barnes showed up half dead on Willow Dariela's porch. They've grown close, and Barnes has joined the Avengers. All traces of HYDRA's programming have been wiped from his mind, and he is Bucky Barnes again. But When Loki returns to earth, everything is thrown into disarray, and to make matters worse, rumors that Captain America is HYDRA have been going through the papers. There may be a traitor on the inside of the team, and it threatens to rip them apart. Will the team be able to repair the damage and keep the earth safe from the rage of Thanos? Or will the enemy be able to tear them apart? (This is the sequel to my first Bucky Barnes book, "Broken". I recommend you read it before starting this story.)

who could love a broken girl {SteveRogersXReader} {BuckyXReader} by kmblackk

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Belonging - A Bucky Love Story (Marvel/Avengers) by MultiFandomAccount0

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The Howl of Winter | B. Barnes by _Cullen107_

In the heart of a crumbling Hydra facility, Captain Steve Rogers and Natasha Romanoff uncover a secret buried in the darkness-an experiment unlike any other. Chained and feral, the Lycan is more beast than woman, a weapon forged in captivity with strength beyond comprehension. But when their rescue mission turns into a brutal fight for survival, Steve quickly realizes she isn't just another victim of Hydra's cruelty-she's something far more dangerous. Haunted by her past and driven by instinct, the Lycan has spent her life fighting to survive. Now, faced with the only people who have ever tried to save her, she must decide: fight for freedom-or remain the monster Hydra created her to be. _____ {Bucky Barnes x OC}

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