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Not Your Fault

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Everything was his fault. It was his fault his body was weak. His fault for the lighter looking so appetizing. His fault for wanting to burn. It was always his fault, and he deserved the hurt.

Or, when Jisung has a really, really bad day. His body keeps failing him, and he isn't able to act like himself. He wants to die, but he won't kill himself. 

He is sicker than he seems.All Rights Reserved

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Victim || minsung

Han Jisung, a 19 year old who dropped out of school. The things he was supposed to learn never made sense to him, and his teacher weren't helping at all. Just getting frustrated with him because he was 'so dumb'. He was constantly getting bullied at school and life was just horrible. Lee Minho, a 21 year old Mafia boss. He had no idea of a 'Han Jisung' until someone he associated with disobeyed him. He dropped out of collage because people were crazy. He.. was crazy. They..made him crazy. He started wanting to hurt people. But He had a good cause. ------- ‼️TW‼️ ⚠️Mentions of rape⚠️ ⚠️Physical abuse⚠️ ⚠️Mental abuse⚠️ ⚠️Verbal abuse ⚠️ ⚠️Marijuana⚠️ ⚠️Suicide⚠️ ⚠️Mentions of suicide⚠️ ----------- Contains: Profanity Guns Smut (might be really bad) Humor Dark humor Blood Gore Violence Fluff Boyxboy Homophobia Cross-dressing ______ Hello, Thank you for clicking on this book. If you're going to read it I hope you enjoy! 😊 If any of the trigger warning (TW's) are or may be triggering to you, PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION I can try to add warnings before the part that may be triggering but I may forget, so I apologize for that in advance. Again, I hope you enjoy this book! Please vote! (Or don't, I get so scared when people I don't know read my books😭) 🤍🫰🏾🫶🏾