This is an anthology of poems that depicts the hopes and struggles of a formerly broken and lost soul during his long and hard battle with demons from the past as well as the struggles he faces as of writing each of these poetic stories. This is myself I am referring to and I believe that any 'good' and brutally honest story can only be written in a moment at which the most overwhelming emotions can be felt in every fiber of one's being; and my personal inspiration comes from, predominantly, the deepest despair and then then the fiercest of hope. This is a small portion of my blessings from God that can be interpreted, or even, as they most often are, misinterpreted in any way the readers' thoughts and feelings may sway them to. I would urge caution to all readers who might have faced similar, or even vastly different but similarly devastating struggles, to abstain from reading these poems any further when they feel likely to be overcome with any subtle thought of relapse, including mental, emotional, physical, as well as spiritual relapse. As for those seeking someone with whom they can relate, someone who can show them that they are not alone in this dark and depraved world: Read this at your own leisure and please do enjoy.