who are you?

I'm an actor, an actor who wants to marry a man, yes I'm gay and I'm proud of that but I can't tell my fans because maybe later they will leave me,like a man who I loved so much, but this man is my fiancee he didn't leave me because he loved someone else he left me because he had an accident on his birthday, I have a surprise at that time with him I brought a girl I adopted because I knew he really wanted to have a family with me but all of a sudden I'll know that he have an accident.Our daughter is unfortunate she won't know her father when she grows up. But suddenly my world changed when I met a man who looked like my dead fiancee. I didn't know what to do I wanted to avoid him but it was impossible for that to happen because he would be my next partner in the series. What will happen to my life? I don't want to see him every day because I might think that he is really my dead fiancee and I might fall on him, it can't happen!