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"I think you have internalized homophobia."


Philip looked at her, his mouth slightly curved.


"Jokes on you."

--


Philip is a seventeen year-old teenager who just wants to try to live. Severely affected by a fatal accident that he deems himself to be responsible for, living only gets harder for him.

His world, very small--school, home.

But it grows in size when Fletcher Handerson, the school's star basketball player is determined to get to know him, because he is trapped by Philip's silent stares which scream more day-by-day.

Things change.

After all, it is high-school.

~~

Warning ⚠️:

Mentions of suicide, self harm and mental disorders.All Rights Reserved

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