If Not Now , Then When?
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Complete, First published Apr 28, 2021
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A palate of poems. 

{Some simple words mean really deep. We use them without knowing their true worth... I portray such simple words in my poems.} 

{You will find long poems, 
In simple words. 
Some short ones, 
And a few deep thoughts}

{If not now 
Then when?
Words are crops, we plough. 
Memories are sand, ashen}

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This collection of poems is a souvenir of my  journey through the range of emotions I feel every day and of how I view the world around me .

{Sometimes I lack zeal, 
Sometimes I don't. 
Sometimes I don't feel, 
Anything and everything feels unknown.}

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#1 in poetrycollection out of 22.4K
#8 in poem out of 156K on 1st to 6 th July
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