You know I can't do this on my own. Don't let me drown. I can't take one more moment of this silence. The loneliness is haunting me. It comes in waves and I close my eyes. I hold my breath and let it bury me but i'm not okay. What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead. What doesn't kill you, makes you want to die. I just want to protect her, he wants to protect me, and she can't protect herself. So who will protect him? He's as good as dead already so it doesn't matter. I am faced with some options: One; take my sister and leave again, try to survive for as long as we can. Two; stay and protect everyone but risk everything. Three; take myself and my sister, eliminate the leverage. But I think i'll take my own path this time...