1 month after the death of Kris here I stood in the washroom stall of my university holding a pregnancy test while I waited for the results. A few minutes passed by and I felt the sweat trickling down the back of my neck and the constant shaking of my hands didn't help either. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Upon opening them I still wasn't ready to look at the plastic stick in my hand. But I had to. And so.. I did. 2 lines. Positive. I'm pregnant. Started drafting : 29/04/21 Started publishing : 30/09/21