There's a girl

There's a girl she doesn't know how to handle things everything's spiraling out of control...
Sometimes she can convince herself she's not really alive...
Maybe she's in a nightmare...
... And she can't wake up?
You would never guess her secret if you knew her
She hides it so well...
She seems so happy...
Do you want to know the secret?
She cuts herself she doesn't know why and she doesn't understand why she resolved to it but one thing she does know...
She can't stop
But why?
When she feels out of control...
Overwhelmed with emotion...
Cutting helps her calm down and able to think...
But at the same time... When she feels numb...
Empty... Cutting helps her feel alive even for a minute. She didn't have an easy childhood there were always arguments... Always giving..
Never receiving and she never felt good enough... Important enough who would care if I self harm? Everyone's better off without me that's what she told herself each day.