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Don't - Osamu Dazai

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akutagawa atsushi bsd bungoustraydogs chuuya dazai kunikida mafia osamu osamudazai portmafia ranpo yosano

He wanted to die because he had nothing left, but didn't want to suffer. She suffered because she had nothing left, but wanted to live. They both loved mysteries, and the only one they couldn't seem to solve was the one hiding behind each other's eyes. They didn't know if they'd be able to do it before losing the fight against the darkness that grew inside their hearts.

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Trigger warning: Self harm, mention of suicide and depression, foul language.All Rights Reserved

akutagawa atsushi bsd bungoustraydogs chuuya dazai kunikida mafia osamu osamudazai portmafia ranpo yosano

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Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓ by AnAlienFromJupiter

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

• 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐁𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 • - Chuuya Nakahara by iheartshadowww

• 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐁𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 • 𝑪𝒉𝒖𝒖𝒚𝒂 𝑵𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂 𝒙 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒄𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒔: @𝒂𝒌𝒂3𝒌𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝑻𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓! •.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•. You, a 21 year old detective, are on your way home from a long day at work in the biting cold, getting bombarded with angry messages from your very concerned roommate until you feel somebody's chilling presence from behind you, danger following close behind, unknowing of the chaos that was just about to unfold in your life... •.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•. 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠! •.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•. ---------- Female reader! Switch between 1st person POV and 2nd person POV! Chapters ranging between 2000 and 6000 words! Also, I'm very sorry if my writing is not always the best, since English is not my first language. There may occur some spelling or grammar mistakes from time to time and I truly apologize if you may come across some! ----------

Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon by Chibi-Tsun2021

Chuuya was suffering from pain. He was hurt badly and he want to ended it by dying. Dazai learn and came to save Chuuya. Both ended up confessing their hidden feeling after all the years of hiding in fear of rejection. [Reminder, there's some chapter that really is a bit detailed. Please be cautious. This a angst, romance and happy ending type of story. I don't really much had a knowledge on writing angst and this is my first one writing that includes mostly angst. So be prepared.] Ps : Don't Copy To Another Site without my permission

THE WARMTH HE LONGED FOR (BSD BEAST FF Completed) by Ciqelx

"If you have at least a bit of compassion towards me, please let me go... Dazai-san." She stared at the cold back of the man dressed in black coat, his body wrapped in bandages. Her voice was broken as she begged him, trying to hold off the tears... But her words fell into deaf ears. "... You're really a cruel man." Misaki Airee, the lady who had everything... and yet lost everything to the Port Mafia Boss... the man she hated, or so she thought... Dazai Osamu. BSD BEAST FANFIC ******* I followed the original BSD Beast plot with some addition and subtraction just to fit my wants. So don't be surprised if the plot is the same as the original one. Story, characters (except my original ones) and majority of the Plot belongs to Kafka Asagiri. All the Pictures are from Pinterest and google. credits to all the owners. Warning: ***22/02/2023*****

Dazai Osamu x Reader: The beauty of life by _Ms_Ackerman_

Y/n L/n, a lonely, by choice, girl. Dazai Osamu, a suicidal but intelligent detective. Both of them were Port Mafia members but the impact that this left to them, is different. Y/n wants to live and Dazai wants to die. What will happen between them? What will happen in the end? Who will live and who will die?... Em, I just wanted to let you know that English is not my first language so please don't critise if there are any grammatical mistakes. I only own the plot of the story!!! I don't own any of the characters besides Y/n!!! I also don't own any of the art!!! BSD and the characters belongs to Kafka Asagiri!!! (Some parts are also Asagiri-san's cause they are based on the actual manga!) Warnings ⚠️: Suicidal thoughts!!! Violence!!! Blood!!! COMPLETED STORY

Osamu Dazai X Reader: It Was A Silent Goodbye by zombielover8469

From the past to the present, Dazai and (Y/n) always find ways to reconnect with one another. However, each of them has their own story and own side. Being involved in the Port Mafia since she was a child didn't have its perks until she was granted access to her ability and certain cases that her cruel and unfair side to slip out. Through heartbreaks and emotional states, most of her anger is taken out on Dazai. To Dazai, nothing stands in the way of tying loose ends with (Y/n). Even though their past tangled with one another's through loopholes of unfortunate events, his behavior towards her remains the same. When the two become face to face in the present, it's no telling what will happen between the two. Will they remain as revivals, or simply forgive and forget with a silent goodbye? |Warning: Will contain inappropriate scenes and language. Some of the chapters are based on X Listeners/credit to them.|

What I never told you (ReaderxDazai) by kerarutto_kyuu

Both Dazai Osamu and Sera Kerarutto have something in common. A story too complex to put into words. The bond that she thought had been severed four years ago is slowly healing, but at what price? Her past, her life before joining the Port Mafia, is threatening to destroy not only her, but also him and the beloved Yokohama they live in. "I thought you were the one who broke the promise, but this time... I'm afraid I'm the one doing so..." All credits to Kafka Asagiri, creator of the Bungou Stray Dogs universe. This story has been written for entretaining purposes, not to criticize anyone in any way. Hope you enjoy it. Warning!! The following story mentions violence, blood, suicide and other topics that are also displayed during the anime and manga series.

Ambivalent • DazaixReaderxChūya by makiizzenin

COMPLETED. ❦ ambivalent; having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone. ❦ Because all is fair in love and war ❦ (Dazai X Reader) + (Chūya X Reader) ❦ Summary: You have only been living in Japan for 2 years when things take a sudden turn and you find yourself being taken care of at the infamous armed detective agency. Learning of your ability, the Port Mafia tries to capture you and take you in themselves, but soon you find yourself torn between 2 sides...or maybe you are just torn between 2 men? Fighting your own mixed feelings and ideals, do either really care what happens to you? ❦ THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND MAR FOR MAKING THIS AMAZING FRONT COVER!! (@marster_)

Chuuya Nakahara x Reader: Expired Love by _Ms_Ackerman_

You were sister of one of the most dangerous Port Mafia members and now goofiest detectives of the Armed Detective Agency Dazai Osamu, Y/n Dazai. As a former PM member alongside your brother, you had witnessed and lived horrible things. After being finally being free from Mori's control you two went to work for the ADA but still, after what been through, you couldn't find a meaning to your life. So, alongside your brother you were trying to find a way out of this misery called life. Someone though had his objections. Someone who had been and still going through the same situation Nakahara Chuuya. What is going to happen between you two? Why your relationship had an expiration date? What is going to happen in the end?... Em, I just wanted to let you know that English is not my first language so please don't critise if there are any grammatical mistakes. I only own the plot of the story!!! I don't own any of the characters besides Y/n!!! I also don't own any of the art!!! BSD and the characters belongs to Kafka Asagiri!!! (Some parts are also Asagiri-san's cause they are based on the actual manga!) Warnings ⚠️: Suicidal thoughts!!! Violence!!! Blood!!! Self harm!!! COMPLETED STORY

An (Un)Tragic Lovestory by Neutral03

Dazai Osamu has spent his whole entire life alone. Having been orpahned at a young age, he's spent pretty much his whole life just relying on himself for everything that he needs. Because of his ability he was alone, isolated, and considered a monster in most circles. Joining the Port Mafia did not help those feelings at all. After the death of his best friend, and turning over a new leaf and walking into the light he is still haunted by both his past and his own mind. This is the story of his journery and recovering and getting the happy ending that he deserves. I will post as many story details as I can on here. If you wish to see the full tags visit my A03 for full description. Thank you!

Next To Me - soukoku by bokeijis_

[I'm definitely changing the cover later] The night Oda Sakunosuke was supposed to die, he defied the rules and lived. Dazai never left the mafia, and Chuuya was left to suffer the consequences with flowers in his lungs and grief in his heart. A monster in love with a human who couldn't love. Life is a giant chess game, and it was only a matter of time before Chuuya was removed from the board with Dazai Osamu pulling the strings.

Bellflowers || Fyozai by DazaiMancer

Started: 17.03.2023 Finished: 30.08.2023 Osamu Dazai is a young and successful psychiatrist who was always kind and a gentleman until a certain event which caused him to lose the will of live and anything at all. He helped numerous serious cases to heal and brought them back to the society. He had gained most of his co-workers' trust. He changed a lot though after losing the person he had been together for 15 years. He fell into the depths of the darkness and despair. What happens if he meets a mysterious patient who has his own scars?

Chrysanthemum Garden [Dazai x Reader] ✓ by AnAlienFromJupiter

"ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅɪᴇ - ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ʙᴜʀʏ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʟᴀʙᴏᴜʀ." Fire burns brighter in the darkness. Evil lurks suitably amongst the shadows of death. They say that a child who isn't embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth. And that's what [Y/N] has literally had to do-though subconsciously-while desperately trying to make a change. After committing arson with her ability in rural Japan, she's taken to Yokohama to be kept under the supervision of the Port Mafia-Fire burns brighter in the darkness, right? So then, why is it that Dazai insists on refusing to let her lurk in the shadows of death? What could a former mafioso want to prove-needed to prove-besides the moral wrongs of a life lead of crime? But convicts know no morals; former Mafia executives and proactive arsonists are certainly not the best with morals... but if he insists... . . . "Will you wait for me in heaven?" "Don't make me wait for too long, [Y/N]." - I pulled the trigger. I shot Dazai. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 05 / 10 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bungo #1 bungostraydogs #114 dazai #99 dazaiosamu #3 osamudazai #32 dazaixreader #12 akutagawa #33 happiness #139 depression #379 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or any publicly recognised characters, nor do I own the media used in this book (majority of which is taken from the anime), but I do own the plot] [Osamu Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

A Second Chance by DukeNeko

Discarded by her family and friends, having blood staining her two hands after killings, getting hunted down by the Port Mafia. What could be more worse for Tsukiyomi Akira in this world? Wandering around as she tries to run from those who comes after her, she came across the Armed Detective Agency. By joining their agency, more troubles and harsh situations comes after her. One after another relentlessly. How would she be able to solve those problems if her past keeps coming back to her to pull her back where she had left? To her, she feels that she doesn't belong anywhere in the world for she is who she was. But those in the Armed Detective Agency doesn't think so--Especially one certain male, with much more prominent feelings. ===== "Now that's the look I haven't seen you wear for long." A short chuckle left him. He then squatted back down like previously, his eyes staring straight at my eyes. "The endless pit of darkness pooling at the orbs of your irises. Overflowing and pushing away any light that dared to approach. With one look, you're able to bring others down to their knees... The eyes of a killer. The eyes of a predator." Another chuckle left him. "Really... After saying so much about not belonging to the Port Mafia, don't you ever think? Think that you actually belong to the dark side?" Highest Ranking: #1 in Bungoustraydogs _ 18 Aug 2018 #1 in Dazaiosamu _ 14 Dec 2018 [Previously titled as Alone or Together] *Use of foul languages in some parts *I only own my OCs and plots that differ from the original! *All Rights Reserved!!~ * Enjoy the book! *Names in this book are in : (Given Name), (Family Name)

Moonlight 《MAFIA DAZAI × Reader》 by GrannyBitty

To the moon she has prayed, the moonlight grants it... After destroying the place that had imprisoned her for so long, (Y/n) (L/n) now seeks for the freedom she has always yearned for. But being bounded the memories that she has lost and the gift she was cursed with, only one man can set her free. •| I don't own Bungou Strays Dogs and it's characters|•

Promise Me (Dazai x OC) by MorbidGhost

**DISCONTINUED** Atsushi put the kettle on the stove before turning to look at me with wide eyes. "He what?" "Yeah. I had that look too. But that's not even the worst part," I pressed my palm to my forehead, using my free hand to drag a blanket off the back of the couch. Astushi shook his head and turned the knob on the stove. "Should I even ask?" He mumbled. "She asked for seconds," I winced as I grabbed the remote off the coffee table. ~~~ *medium/long chapters* *Dazai x female OC (Kiriko) *INCLUDES MATURE CONTENT* BEST RANKINGS: #60 in DOGS (3/19/23) #25 in YOSANO (3/19/23) #17 in ODASAKU (3/19/23) #1 in ATSUSHI (3/14/23) #74 in RANPO (3/19/23) #10 in CHUUYA (5/15/23) Started: 2/15/23 Ended: ~

Hold On (I Still Need You) by sullyinthestars

Yeah, I woke up and chose pain. Chuuya Nakahara wasn't what he seemed. Manipulating gravity hurt, and corruption slowly tore apart. He drowned himself in anything that would dull his mind, even for a few moments. Osamu Dazai didn't know if living was worth it some days. He was ready to die, he knew that when it came he would go and not have wished for more time. They were alone. Or so they thought. (This really isn't canon compliant. It kind of is, but has very little to do with the actual plot of BSD and other characters. This is my first Soukoku story, and is going to be rather short.) (THERE WILL BE TALK OF SUICIDE AND ATTEMPTS ALONG WITH DEPRESSION, ADDICTION, AND PTSD.) Posts Wednesdays/Thursdays

The Spirits [Dazai x Reader] by g4y_fuck3r

Dazai ex Port mafia executive, Y/n current Port mafia executive they were past lovers until the sudden disappearance of Dazai Osamu and was found on the other side what will y/n do with their first encounter? Read to see. #10 dazaixreader 17/2/22 All art in this story isn't mine if you know who the artist is please tell me for any of the work I put in this story! :)

Sanctuary Is What She Wants [NAKAHARA CHUUYA] by livinin_winter

DEATH FOR A SANCTUARY Anguish seeping through Days flipped to solstice Amidst shadows this girl lived to Did life brimmed her uncertainties? No that was not bourne to coincide She had lived up life in her favor Life for life she grew satisfied To deaths she felt fervor This verse for the lady in black In bloodbath, she lived through calvary All minds willingly gone rack Will seek death for her sanctuary --------------------------------------- Dazai Osamu is not the only person Ougai Mori took under his wings. He had managed to took in a teenage girl the same day he recruited the suicidal maniac. However, unlike Dazai, Last Name is not given her own bag of freedom and lived inside the walls of the Port Mafia up until she reached eighteen. The girl was then considered an integral member for the organization upon discovering her ability. In a world that was set for her to be in a cage with chaos, will she be able to achieve sanctuary? Bungou Stray Dogs belongs to Asagiri Kafka-sensei.

Night Of 'Pain' -- BSD Halloween AU by BlossomNyx

It is October 31st and Dazai decides to take some of the Armed Detective Agency on a outing to a old friends house. They spend five hours in the house, all the while trying to not loose their sanity at the sheer extremities they witness because of Dazai's boredom and wanting for mayhem. Spoiler: They all die in the end. ••• Extra spoiler: They don't but some of them wish they didn't know Dazai by the end of it =] Warnings: :: Drinking :: Swearing :: Mentions of Suicide/Dazai stuff.. :: Threats of death :: Usage of illegal weapons :: Regular BSD stuff :: Chuuya loosing his hat a lot. The last one might be very traumatising for you all, so if this makes you feel upset don't read please/jk First publication: 27/10/2024 Final publication: 31/10/2024 Cover is found online and BSD characters aren't mine! Top rankings:: #4 - Mini story [29.10.24] #55 - Atushi [4.12.24] #240 - Halloween [30.10.24] #977 - Kunikida [25.11.24]

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Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓ cover

• 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐁𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 • - Chuuya Nakahara cover

Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon cover

THE WARMTH HE LONGED FOR (BSD BEAST FF Completed) cover

Dazai Osamu x Reader: The beauty of life cover

Osamu Dazai X Reader: It Was A Silent Goodbye cover

What I never told you (ReaderxDazai) cover

Ambivalent • DazaixReaderxChūya cover

Chuuya Nakahara x Reader: Expired Love cover

An (Un)Tragic Lovestory cover

Next To Me - soukoku cover

Bellflowers || Fyozai cover

Chrysanthemum Garden [Dazai x Reader] ✓ cover

A Second Chance cover

Moonlight 《MAFIA DAZAI × Reader》 cover

Promise Me (Dazai x OC) cover

Hold On (I Still Need You) cover

The Spirits [Dazai x Reader] cover

Sanctuary Is What She Wants [NAKAHARA CHUUYA] cover

Night Of 'Pain' -- BSD Halloween AU cover

Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]