Don't - Osamu Dazai
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Last published Fri, May 21, 2021
He wanted to die because he had nothing left, but didn't want to suffer. She suffered because she had nothing left, but wanted to live. They both loved mysteries, and the only one they couldn't seem to solve was the one hiding behind each other's eyes. They didn't know if they'd be able to do it before losing the fight against the darkness that grew inside their hearts.
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Trigger warning: Self harm, mention of suicide and depression, foul language.
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