So Contagiously [h.s] (under construction)

I can't recall when I had become infatuated with you. I can't recall much of anything that year. It was more or less like one huge blur to me, honestly. But when I look at your picture now, I remember the moments of us. When you would communicate with me when Riley had you over. Or shared your thoughts with me when you had no one else, and Riley was out of town. It was the littlest things you did, Kris, that made me become madly in love with you. Even just hearing your laugh made me feel things unspeakable. I don't exactly remember the moment I had fallen in-love with you, but thinking back on it now, it was the most beautiful feeling I had ever felt. Loving you seemed to come so easily to me. I knew, deep down within the darkest crevices of my soul, that you were meant to have been mine. You were everything I wanted. Everything I yearned for. Loving you was like second nature, so simple, but yet so hard, because you weren't of age yet, and I was 23. Damn it, Kris, how I wish you would have been older.