Before I let go,

Holding hands,
in the winds and dark,
in those dark days,
to me they were filled with joy,
seating in the sun,
nothing to gain,
more to despair,
life in a tunnel,
but in my minds eye,
the light was blue,
a burning furnace,
smoking flames,
burning to the sky,
where was my destination,
standing still,
staring in the dark,
not sure why,
but this was me,
bubbled,
swift,
accomplished,
but where was I,
life in the night,
days streaming,
time was still,
before I saw the stars,
in silence,
where was I,
who found me?
lost in myself,
But I smile,
marvel at the ends,
before I let go,
and then I found my steps,
Like leaves in a desert,
my leaves shade,
and I let it rain,
I let my good will flow,
I held the stars,
and marveled at the moon,
when I saw life,
and my eyes opened,
to my other side.