Why I have trust issues: phan
- Reads 111,834
- Votes 5,074
- Parts 25
Complete Sun, Aug 16, 201549m
Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill.
But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world?
Read to find out.
Trigger Warning:
contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other triggering things
All Rights Reserved
#249
howell
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
![Damged [UNDER EDITING]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/108194176-256-k877689.jpg)
Damged [UNDER EDITING]
WARNING: This story is VERY triggering, read at own risk. It contains Self harm, depression, bullying, abuse and hardcore swearing mentions of suicide and more. please don't read if it makes you sad - Dan Howell is a 'bad boy' at high school. Known for picking fights and being the boy who gets what he wants. (If you know what I mean)... Phil is the colourful new boy who has no idea what he's doing. Making his an easy target for the jocks. Punches will be thrown. But at who and from who? But this universe is a bit different. When Dan gets what he wants, he doesn't mean girls. He means boys. This is accepted and very normal. Read to find out more....Complete
Outcast ✧ Phan
Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)Complete
Novocaine (Phan)
It all started when two boys were admitted to a mental ward. What is 'It' you may ask. It is their beautiful tragic love story. The blue eyed boy with insomnia, a painful past, and troubled mind. The brown eyed boy with voices in his head and harmful tendencies. (TRIGGER WARNING! May be difficult to read. Mentions of self harm and abuse.) ***I (sadly) do NOT own Dan Howell or Phil Lester or anyone/anything in this book. ***Based off my imagination ***NOT REAL EVENTSComplete
With You
Dan is a depressed suicidal kid with no friends what so ever in till he meets this dork named PhilComplete
Save Me From Myself » Daniel Howell AU
[Trigger warning: Suicide, self-harm, eating disorders, and depression is mentioned many times in this story. Do not read if those things could trigger you.] Sadness and sorrow, you wouldn't expect those words to sum up the sister of Phil Lester, but they did.. She just feels like nothing. She needs someone to save her from herself. ©TheMeganHowell 2014 [Ahead of time, I would like to say that this was my first book after my long break from writing and me reading this is like Dan watching his first video. So much cringe. So it sucks. Stay away. Thanks.]Complete
help me //phan
When Phil, one of the nicest guys at school, starts falling down the hole of depression and getting bullied, he meets Dan, the popular fuck-boy of the school. Dan soon finds some of the dark, and kinda scary things Phil has been doing and tries to help Phil, before it's too late. ((Warning: Depression, Cutting, Suicidal Thoughts/Attempts, Eating Disorders, and Bullying)) I made this like a year ago this is so cringey but thanks for reading it! -/- cover by @blurrywhisperer -/-Complete
Danny's Girl (Phan)
I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.Complete
Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan
Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?Complete
WARNING: This story is VERY triggering, read at own risk. It contains Self harm, depression, bullying, abuse and hardcore swearing mentions of suicide and more. please don't read if it makes you sad - Dan Howell is a 'bad boy' at high school. Known for picking fights and being the boy who gets what he wants. (If you know what I mean)... Phil is the colourful new boy who has no idea what he's doing. Making his an easy target for the jocks. Punches will be thrown. But at who and from who? But this universe is a bit different. When Dan gets what he wants, he doesn't mean girls. He means boys. This is accepted and very normal. Read to find out more....
More detailsContent Guidelines