Do You Love Me?

Shawn and Carter have been best friends for as long as can be. Carter told everything to Shawn, as did he. Carter admitted he was gay and liked Shawn. He didn't know that Shawn was broken,and when Carter suddenly got a girlfriend and ignored him, Shawn was at his lowest point. Will Shawn ever get his Carter back? Or will he just disapear and cease to exist? (May be some triggering content)