Why do I feel so lonely when there are so many people around me? Why so much everyone else? Why do they only love themself when I also deserve love like everyone else? Why do I always look above when everything is pulling me down below? Why do I fall in love when I know she'll crush my heart down below? Why do they call me mad when I'm trying to be normal like other people? Why do I not feel bad whenever bad things happen to other people?