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An Emo's Whys

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Why do I feel so lonely 
when there are so many people around me?
Why  so much everyone else?
Why do they only love themself
when I also deserve love like everyone else?
Why do I always look above
when everything is pulling me down below?
Why do I fall in love
when I know she'll crush my heart down below?
Why do they call me mad 
when I'm trying to be normal like other people?
Why do I not feel bad 
whenever bad things happen to other people?All Rights Reserved

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