In My Feelings/Miscellaneous
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Last published Wed, Jan 7, 2015
So...all my emotional stuff was going in my rant book and I have OCD so the disorganization was botherkng me cuz...like rants and emotions ain't the same...SO this is an emotional book. If uon wanna hear me whine, don't read it. But if you read it and be like "Zammm she is emotional as the fizznuck" Just know I warned you! This is alllllso a misc. type book, if I feel like saying something random, this is where it goes!
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