this will be the very first fic/drabble i write/publish lol. first of all there will probably be lots of grammatical errors since english isn't my first language, so i'm going to say sorry in advance, you know, for the inconvenience i might cause. this will actually going to be quite random and angsty idk why i decided to write this anyway. and yeah this will slightly be based on personal experience /sighs/. i'm going to write this in an optional bias format even though i have someone particular in mind since i'm currently so into him *coughs* kim sunggyu *coughs*